My inner voice keeps telling me that I should do something to lose weight but since last few months, my mind wasn't listening...or may be not implementing. I put on some more weight in the last 6 months or so, and more than anyone else I know that it is not a good sign.
Thank Almighty, I started going to gym/walk since last week regularly. I get up at 0500 and am at the gym by 0540 hrs. I think I have made a resolve this time...God Willing.....I just hope I dont leave it in-between this time.
As Kruti keeps telling me, I won't get much time once December approaches and once baby is born there is no way I would be able to go to the gym, specially because we 2 stay alone here and it might become difficult to cook...but thats a far off thing...right now I have 5 months at least and even I lose 8-10 kgs in this time I would be good. And I know this is achievable. After all I lost nearly 15kgs in 5 months when I was in Jersey. I need to get into that state of mind. In Jersey I used to literally ENJOY my workouts and probably thats why I lost so much weight.
It seems establishing the goal and then enjoying the perseverance is what helps achieve the goal. All the last year or so I would keep thinking of and getting tensed about my weight and I cudnt do much about it. Whenever I would begin doing something I would think that its too late re! Cant do it!...all those damning negativities that I hate so much but have been unable to keep at bay. At least last 3-4 days that I have been to the gym, I've enjoyed the workouts and that I guess is a good sign. I weighed myself and will weigh myself again not before another 10 days at least.
Lets hope for the best! Insha-allah :)
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